Which of them are you?

Which of them are you?

I want miracles to happen to me, so i can start being what i want to be, or at least try to start, even though maybe not, cause I don't know how it will end,
- said the pessimist.

I am the miracle , so I will learn how to be who i want to be. I will achieve it, or i will die trying,
- said the optimist.